EVer since i dyed my hair i seems to be the topic everybody is talking about. Will try to upload a photo, either U like it or hate it… as simple as that. Most cannot accept it, I’m kind of used to it. Anyway, the colour is fading.
Then somebody reminded me… "YAnzi got Red hair now also!"
Finally remembered what’s the guy name I saw at Tampines Century Square. "Shunxin" from St. Hildas Sec. No wonder I find him so familiar… teammate during the Navteens Camp.
Went to THE LIVING ROOM for drinking with colleagues last Friday. We were playing with ice cubes… Just went I walked away to answer a call, something happened. M slapped J. No wonder when I went back everybody was so quiet. They were not drunk… still very sober. Then J wanted to leave. JB & AL went after him… AL dropped his necklace, his pendants… SHIT! The place is so dark with so many Caucasian crowding there drinking beer!!! Tried searching, but I couldn’t find. Thank God he managed to retrieve all his pendants… he found his CROSS pendant. Thank God~ Isit God’s will? *shrugs*
Was just writing an email to SM telling her it has been a long time since i went for teabreak…. then they went for teabreak without me~ So damn heart broken… … *sigh* heartless creeps, just bcos I’m ugly & sick now, they deserted me. So sad~
Looking forward to my favourite Christmas…
Watched "Exorcism", thought of reading the bible again.
Perhaps, God can grant me strength~
Dreamt of HER last nite, couldn’t believe what she did in my dream. SHE pulled my hair, into HER office & scolded me. Duno what "arrow" thing… i placed the "arrow" at the wrong position of introns/exons or duno wat. Think I was the only one who doesn’t know abt it. Poor me kana scolded for nothing. The rest just sat at the desk eavedropping HER scolding me, nobody defended for me~
BASXXXXs!!!
感冒了… …
Paper cut. Have u ever wondered how on earth that thin slip of paper can cut into your skin? Anything can cut into the skin, knives, blades the scariest thing will be "WORDS".
Confuse confuse… to stay or not to stay.
Sis in law might be suffering from post maternal syndrome. Bro decided to bring the baby over for my mum to take care. Kinda worried that my mum can’t handle as she is getting old.
Oh shit!!! I just peel off the layer of dead skin on my wound!!! bleeding again… sure to leave a scar~ Heart hasn’t feel settled for the past few days.. weeks. Hmmm… Like the chinese saying, "a knot in my heart"?
Time to grow up… i can no longer behave like a spoilt brat. Not everyone is willing to give in to me.
November’s Choplin Track 1, 3, 6 & 12 **** Track 9…
Craving for pizza~
Question of the day: "How do u measure how much does a person love u?"
LOST Quote - "Stay with JAck, he’ll keep u safe."
Do you know that "JAck" ain’t suppose to be the main lead?
1st Nov 2005
I fell down before we even reach the chalet. So embarrassing! Right infront to the main entrance of NTUC DownTown East.
I missed the steps cos they were all covered with GREEN carpets! J wasn’t holding to my hands cos he was carrying the BBQ food.
2nd Nov 2005
Didn’t really get to eat much cos was busy marinating the stingrays & squids. But the black pepper chicken wings were great!
3rd Nov 2005
Checked out from chalet today. very very tired… tat goes the same for J. But after he unpacked his stuffs he went out to buy Jay’s November’s Choplin & delivered to my place.
Was I too harsh last night? Perhaps I was being unreasonable to ask him to understand how I feel. I tried to hide my feelings, my unhappiness.
I didn’t wan to be a spoilsport cos it’s his bday. I controlled myself… I tried to sleep but i couldn’t.
He was entertaining his friends outside, I can hear them. I could have joined them, I don’t feel like to.
Then the stupid door couldn’t be slide open properly. The noise that it made & they made, added on to my frustration. JG apologised for "waking" me up. He didn’t know that I wasn’t asleep. He probably thought that he made me angry cos I got up of the bed, took my hp & went out of the chalet alone. I wanted some peace~ . And of cos when they saw me leaving alone, J went after me.
He said he could see that I was upset abt something, from my eyes.
To be frank i was in a terrible mood, last night, I could have beared with it. I gave warning to all that I might scold vulgarities anytime. Reason? I was feeling fed up. I tolerated… W lost his temper took his bags & wanted to leave, J raised his voice at him. I wondered isit bcos of what I did before hand.
I understand why both of them lost their temper. If it wasn’t Jack’s bday, I would have exploded. W was right, seeing the stituation, they should be more "automatic". J knows what I was upset about.
I’m not a good host cos I can’t stand crowds…
Sorry dear, I know I spoilt your mood too.
Thanks dear, action does speaks louder than words. But words are important also.
Goodnight~
